Against My Will
by Loss Without Replacement
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credits
released 21 November 2010
Somewhere Off Jazz Street
Somewhere Off Jazz Street
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license
Some rights reserved. Please refer to individual track pages for license info.
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feeds for - Track Name: Tomorrow ft, Somewhere Off Jazz Street
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Verse:
So tell me why you think tomorrow will be better than today
All we’re doing is moving the pieces
Switching the pieces
this game will never change
Our lives will never change
Chorus:
You don’t control shit
Tomorrow is never coming
You don’t control shit
Just give it up no point in trying anymore
You don’t control shit
And you never did
Just shut up and give up
The sun is never gonna shine on your face
On our faces
All your efforts are in vain
There will be no tomorrow
Verse:
So tell me why you think tomorrow will be better than today
All we’re doing is moving the pieces
For every fact there’s a million ways to avoid it
this game will never change
These rules will never change
Our lives will never change
Chorus:
You don’t control shit
Tomorrow is never coming
You don’t control shit
Just give it up no point in trying anymore
You don’t control shit
And you never did
Just shut up and give up
The sun is never gonna shine on your face
On our faces
All your efforts are in vain
There will be no tomorrow
For us
For you
For me - Track Name: April Fools
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I held you up while you let me down
but I don’t hold it against you
I gave you another way to live and you gave me another way to die
I still don’t think you get it
How you’re leaving me with nothing and sometimes sorry just isn’t enough
Because when its all said and done there’s never anything left for me
Least of all you
I’ve served my purpose
Now I’m alone and forced to find another way
My needs were never part of the equation but I guess its my fault since there was nothing left to say when we first opened our mouths and you gave me reason to believe I had a chance
I disgust you? Well you disgust me
I don’t wanna hear your fucking excuses
I am nothing to you
and you know it
You never believed in me and you probably never will
You’ll give yourself away to the first motherfucker who can keep it in his pants for more than ten minutes and act like he gives a shit about you
When that’s all I could ever do
And you’ve given me nothing but insults and injuries in return
Farthest thing from fair
But somehow I still I love you - Track Name: Alone
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I shared everything I hate and loved about myself
All for nothing
I live alone
I die alone
I love alone
I hate alone
I am utterly indifferent to everything alone
And that’s just fine me
When has it ever mattered how I felt?
Never changed a god damn single thing in my life and it never will
Do you think I’m kidding? when I say I can’t take this anymore
I need this
I need that
I need everything and nothing at the exact same time
Exhausted
Don’t want this
Fuck you
Fuck me
Who the fuck do you think you are
To shit on me
And then rub it in with your need
I shared everything I hate and loved about myself
All for nothing
I live alone
I die alone
I love alone
I hate alone
I am utterly indifferent to everything alone
alone - Track Name: Other Then Nothing
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Verse:
Yeah I tried
Saw all the reasons
And dreamt for the best
left out the rest
It will never mean shit if I lost more then I pursue
Now lets get down to the real shit
What’s the point of trying
When I can’t afford a bit
Of time with you
You can see right through
This dream just doesn’t add up
So why do I keep going back
What’s the point
What the hell does it matter
Watch it shatter as I wake
Watch it shatter
So what do you want from me
Other than nothing?
Chorus:
So how did you expect me to react?
Completely fucked
But I should forgive immediately
Whatever’s done to me
Like I’m the only one who’s not sadistic
Like I’m the only one who shouldn’t have had enough
Like I’m the only one who thought trust mattered
Like I’m the only one who thought you would see
Pre-verse:
But I suppose that’s asking way too much
For a piece of shit like me
Who has feelings and thoughts and emotions and reactions
No matter how far on the inside
No matter how far on the inside
(verse)
(chorus)
Bridge:
(like I’m the only one who thought you would see) beyond the blind fold of sympathy she has around everyone
Fuck you
Go ahead and run
There’s nothing here anyway
So what’s point of making a game out of it?
When your just here to make things difficult - Track Name: Unbound
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Chorus:
What once felt so real slowly became a dream
I can hear all the words but I still don’t understand you
I can’t hold on to this while you’re tearing me in half
can’t be who I need to be here
Verse:
Drowning me out
Pushing me down
I don’t need this
Won’t suffer this bullshit
Won’t suffer this pain anymore
You just don’t understand that I’ve had enough
I’m free
I’m done
I’m gone
Won’t wait for an excuse that’s never coming
Won’t wait for your fucking approval
Won’t wait for your need to dissolve
Chorus:
unbound
Come with me or stay behind
I don’t give a shit
unbound
Live in my reality or find peace
unbound
What doesn’t kill me teaches me know I’m still alive
unbound
What doesn’t kill you doesn’t know what I know about you
unbound
You wish you were me and I wish I was as ignorant as you
unbound
Come with me or stay behind
I don’t give a shit
unbound
Live in my reality or find peace
Verse:
Drowning me out
Pushing me down
I don’t need this
Won’t suffer this bullshit
Won’t suffer this pain anymore
You just don’t understand that I’ve had enough
I’m free
I’m done
I’m gone
Won’t suffer an excuse that’s never coming
Won’t suffer your fucking approval
Won’t wait for your need to dissolve - Track Name: Replacement
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Verse:
Fuck you
Fuck you
Die
Chorus:
Just
give me a fucking break
Your position won’t save you from me
Just
Act like you know what’s its like to be me
And get the fuck out of my way
Just
give me a reason
To end your pathetic fucking life
Just
Know you have what I need
now I have a need for you to fucking die
Die
Die and go to hell
Verse:
You only think you can condescend to me
I’m more than you could ever be
You think there’s meaning in siphoning happiness from your pitiful existence
Well think again
Pick what bullshit suits you best and
Hold on to hope that you kill with your presence
My life is in ruins
You’re the death of me
But you better believe I’ll be the death of you
I’ll make you wish you were never born you fucking piece of shit
Bridge;
You think you just deserve without question
Everything I’ve wanted for so fucking long
You think you know how it feels
Well fuck you
I’m scarred and bleeding while you’re whole and fulfilled
You’re infuriating circumstance
Right words
Rights time
Right place
You are nothing compared to me
Bridge 2:
Fuck you, you fucking fuck
Chorus:
Just
give me a fucking break
Your position won’t save you from me
Just
Act like you know what’s its like to be me
And get the fuck out of my way
Just
give me a reason
To end your pathetic fucking life
Just
Know you have what I need
now I have a need for you to fucking die
Die
Die and go to hell replacement - Track Name: Fall
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Verse:
I don’t know what I expected in this
never knew what I had from the beginning
I don’t know what I‘m leaving in this
I’m lost in the haze of our need
And I’m failing to see you right next to me
you know that’s where I want you to be
No one deserves to live with the found and lost
But that’s never what this really was
why’s everything seem different now?
Why didn’t somebody I was wrong?
Chorus:
I just wanna know you’ll be alright
The guilt you held inside it was all my fault
I just wanna break your fall
Just wanna break your fall
I just wanna know your scars will heal
The hate I held inside was never for you
I just wanna break
Just wanna break your fall
Verse:
So yeah I’m backtracking
It’s like its all I know how to do
You know I’ll never walk away from you no matter how I feel inside
You know I’d do it all again just to be there for you
Minus the bullshit and the anger
I’d push it all down
I’d take it away
I don’t know what made me feel so righteous
Only that my hate was attached to my love
I feel so much regret
I would have protected you from anyone
But myself
Bridge:
I always thought if I was the one thing that never changed
You would change your mind about me
But now I see
I’ve done this all to myself again - Track Name: Against My Will
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Fuck
Cut all ties
Break dependency
Apparently being a man means something different than I thought
You hurt me and beat me down for the ways I cope
Can’t you see how much this hurts?
My heart held in your iron fist
Who broke you dear one?
Why must you say these things that you do not mean?
It’s your fault I can’t save you now
Why must you make this so difficult
All I want is for you to be happy for once
Because thanks to you I never will be
So don’t ask me what I need because you already know
This can’t be happening to me
Recovery is so cliché
All I want to be able to do is look in the fucking mirror
Because I can’t bring myself to lock the door when you’re not inside
How could I be enough for you
When I’m not enough for me?
(Not enough for me)
I failed you
I failed me
I’ve stopped breathing so I wonder why my heart’s still beating
When I feel distance from it all I still love you
When I feel distance from it all I still love you
I still love you
I still love you
I can’t get you out of my heart without getting you out of my face
You must understand that this has all been
This has all been
Against my will - Track Name: This Fucking Holiday
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I swear you’re the only ones who make me care about anything at all
And I swear you’re the only ones who make life worth living
My life worth living
And I swear try as I might I’ll never give up
I’ll never give in with you here
So I sing this song
On this fucking holiday
Because I know I’m nothing without you
Because I know we may not agree on everything
But we can agree
We can’t do this alone
There may be no end in sight
No way out of this hole
But I don’t give a fuck about that
Life was never about getting free
its about finding a reason to care
Finding the reasons to care
the reasons to try
the reasons to believe
the reasons to never give up on yourself
